Back at it

It’s been so long since I’ve been on here I don’t even know where to start. So I guess I’ll start with today. I’m exhausted from sick kids this week and am ready for a break, but there are no breaks for single moms. There is no one else to tag in when the going gets tough or the kids have been up all night coughing and sick and you just need sleep!!! Don’t get me wrong, I know I chose this life. I wouldn’t change anything, but I would like some sleep.

Today there was an auction at their school and they both won an item! It was like Christmas. They were beaming! I’m glad I have these moments with them. I’m glad I can be present for these times. There were so many things I missed when they were tiny because I was going to school to make a better life for them. It makes me happy to be there now and make these memories. I love them. If you know nothing else about me, know this, I love my children fiercely. I guess that’s all for now.

Blocked

You were in my life for a long time. You seemed like a good person. You seemed like someone I would always want around even if all we ever were was friends. Then things changed. I found out you lied to me about a lot of things. I tried to be okay with it and pretend like everything was as it always had been. I can’t keep doing that anymore. Actions speak louder than words and I should start listening to your actions more than I did before! So for now I’ve blocked you on almost everything. I say almost everything because I’m not sure if I have the right information for a few things, but if you try and contact me through the few things I couldn’t block you on….I will quickly fix those ways too! Good luck! Have a good life. Goodbye!